I made a thing.
I made a thing.
Its so frustrating when what used to be my freedom,
becomes the very box I’m caged inside of.
Gender identity has consumed me.
Because even though I have proclaimed time and time again…
I AM NOT A MAN!
I AM NOT A WOMAN!
I AM ONLY HUMAN!
Much of the world around me continues to brush me off as unnecessary,
I was trapped within gender identity, in and among the illusion.
So although I have broken away and I’ve been set free,
now days it seems all I am anymore is just lonely.
For people like my partner, this is hard for them to believe, because in there mind the love they give should be enough to keep me company.
But its not quite that simple.
Anywhere there are people… there is gender, to dictate everything from language and tone to fashion and clothes.
And that’s only just the start.
Anywhere there aren’t people… Is just lonely.
Food for thought.
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My new hair color is giving me life. So excited to start shooting again. Its time to bring in fall and winter with deep violet hues, lots of black, dark lip colors, all the combat boots in all the world & ice blue contacts. Yes, I’m going into transformation mode, take notes. Xoxo
I know this is going to sound really bad…
But I kinda just learned what “TBT” means.
I feel like I should have already known this, but whatever!
Here is my first official TBT post!
All of these are from about a year ago.
(I’ll go ahead and inform anyone who might be in the same boat with me about what the heck TBT meant. It stands for Throw Back Thursday, and the purpose of it is to share photographs or art that you created a year or more ago. Its a good way to see how far you have come and make sure you’re still headed on the right direction. At least that’s how I see it. Xoxo.)
Thank you to everyone who sent me good vibes last night!!!
In short, I had to go to court and battle with my own family over something that was just… ignorant. But the courts ruled in my favor and I won the trial!!! My partner stood by me the whole time and with all of your good vibes, we triumphed!
So that said, Its back to work! Expect new outfits! Expect my very first video where I will be singing for you and talking about new projects! Expect to see House of Alexzander expand in amazing ways!Xoxo
My lipstick phase will begin now.